I have discovered an emotion quite foreign to me. I am bored.
I have always been able to fill my days whether in the company of another or with my self. It is a term that I would never allow a child of mind to utter. Now for the second time since I arrived here seven months ago I find myself bored.
It is not that I have nothing I can do it’s just that I have no new challenges to stimulate my mind. What a state of being.
The challenge then that I must conquer is overcoming the state of being called ” bored “.
I have discovered that boredom will cause one to eat more, shop more, do all kinds of things that you would not normally do, just to do something.
I refuse. I refuse. I refuse.
I will enjoy this day for all it holds. I will not cultivate bad habits. I will not beat myself up about this. I will not hold others hostage by complaints or expectations.
I will simply be and to be, for me, means to be “Love”.
I’m sharing today.
The cureall for boredom.